Flame - Part 2. By Asaf Zakay
The last few years I've had so much going on on so many levels, and I have found myself under pressure and stress by all different aspects of life and some surprises that I was and wasn’t ready for - but once they came into my life, I recognised them as complete perfection and on time in the ways they peel me off and put me into tiny bits and pieces.
My fire experience (Note: Asaf sustained some horrific burns to his face and body in an accident in Feb 2023) was an incredible internal process to any tiny dark spots in my own personal mind, body and spirit. The fire took me inward to hear my own self as clearly as it gets, and to hold the knowing it is my life and every part of it is a gift for me to unravel.
All through my self recovery from the hit of the fire, another part of me had to deal with the coldest part of life and with the fear and worry about my own home. That cold flame burned as much as the fire did, but in a very different ways that is hard for the mind and soul to understand.
I faced that cold flame and said, I will walk through you the same way I walked through the fire, and yes you might leave a few scars on me but I will keep walking and keep shining as much as I can.
Some moments in life you think what is happening here really? We are all in that circle and worried about so many different things - that don't always have a relationship to our love and happiness.
I’m grateful for the most powerful experience life can put me through by the element of fire and the cold flame that I brought into my life for the greatest experience and learning to push me into the most uncomfortable places in me.
Through the mix of emotions, I was reborn again with the greatest reminder of who I am, what I believe in, and that my own life and decisions is in my own hands. And it is now that I feel my feet on the ground going through all layers of life as a complete connection to my soul and life.
All I have ever been in my life is my own self and that will never change - we are all gifted to be who we are and everything else around us to remind us at any moment - be your self as you can’t be anything else but you.
You are the love, the awareness the experience and everything else that comes with you.
If it’s good for you - have it - and if not - move it - but keep your eyes and heart on track moving in and forward to the most beautiful gift you are.
With much love from my heart to you all and massive gratitude for all your support of my work and that connection I can share with you all, I am grateful.
THANK YOU ❣️
Asaf
My fire experience (Note: Asaf sustained some horrific burns to his face and body in an accident in Feb 2023) was an incredible internal process to any tiny dark spots in my own personal mind, body and spirit. The fire took me inward to hear my own self as clearly as it gets, and to hold the knowing it is my life and every part of it is a gift for me to unravel.
All through my self recovery from the hit of the fire, another part of me had to deal with the coldest part of life and with the fear and worry about my own home. That cold flame burned as much as the fire did, but in a very different ways that is hard for the mind and soul to understand.
I faced that cold flame and said, I will walk through you the same way I walked through the fire, and yes you might leave a few scars on me but I will keep walking and keep shining as much as I can.
Some moments in life you think what is happening here really? We are all in that circle and worried about so many different things - that don't always have a relationship to our love and happiness.
I’m grateful for the most powerful experience life can put me through by the element of fire and the cold flame that I brought into my life for the greatest experience and learning to push me into the most uncomfortable places in me.
Through the mix of emotions, I was reborn again with the greatest reminder of who I am, what I believe in, and that my own life and decisions is in my own hands. And it is now that I feel my feet on the ground going through all layers of life as a complete connection to my soul and life.
All I have ever been in my life is my own self and that will never change - we are all gifted to be who we are and everything else around us to remind us at any moment - be your self as you can’t be anything else but you.
You are the love, the awareness the experience and everything else that comes with you.
If it’s good for you - have it - and if not - move it - but keep your eyes and heart on track moving in and forward to the most beautiful gift you are.
With much love from my heart to you all and massive gratitude for all your support of my work and that connection I can share with you all, I am grateful.
THANK YOU ❣️
Asaf